Friday, August 19, 2011 ♥
think i like to look like this?
think i love being short that much?
i know! ugly hair, short, bad dressing sense, like a child, knows all the stuff like some housewife/auntie.
like i have the choice?
i'm starting to really hate words like "cute", "housewife", "kid".
esp cute. stop calling me cute i hate it now! UGLY BUT ADORABLE HUH. makes me feel like that when ppl call me cute.
if can choose OF COURSE i'll be tall, slim, chio like shit, smart and rich.
I DONT, ALRIGHT.
SO STOP IT. STOP STEPPING ON MY ALREADY VERY LITTLE AND DEPRECIATING SELF ESTEEM.
harsh facts, i know.
but u dunno how it feels! so uncomfortable and ugly to feel like what i'm feeling now.
i feel like i am undergoing menopause now. WADTHEFUCK.
so insecure. :/